What a way, what a way a life can be

This is the first time in a long time that I have written anything on my blog, I guess life has a funny and unusual way of giving and then taketh away? Anyway back in September I moved to a new place for a new job and new life and new career..In between I found love, I wasn't expecting to find love here, and all of sudden when I least expected it, it came into my life and now I am hanging on for dear life for my romance and my career..on ward to my career..fast forward 5 months later, I am sitting here now without a job and I wonder where the next pay check will come from and or how it will come and  I wonder what my life will be like 5 years from now? or even 10 years from now, let alone one year from now.

Do we ever wonder what really happens to us? I can see so much that has happened to me in the last year or two years and it is amazing what I have come through in my life. I never realized how much love can profoundly affect a person and now I have this amazing person in my life and I want it to continue so bad..I want this to be true and be a happy happy romantic romance that leads to a march down the wedding aisle..

I love life and I have become so much more in tune with my own spirituality and listening to my own feelings..and now I am going to pursue my dream..and somewhere down the road I will look back and say ok..that road wasnt so bumpy after all!!